I know I have had a computer now for .....10 or 11 years, I believe...but as time marches on, they get more stuff on them, and I have to remember more! You would never believe the number of passwords I have forgotten, or websites I have misplaced. I AM getting better, though!
If you will pop over to Flickr, you will see some of my designs. I plan on putting more up there, as soon as I can find them.....its hard when you have to rely on hubby to transfer things from his computer.................
Had another round of radiation, today....I really wish it were over. Now, its nowhere as bad as chemo, but it has its own drawbacks. I do pray this is it for awhile.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
Time Marches on.....
Somewhere along the line, early on, I was told my life expectancy was around 3 yrs. Now, I didn't know that & I have beaten those odds, so far. (4 extra years!) God has allowed me this time to grow closer to him, as well as working on whatever He wants me to do. I try to do as He wants, and I truly keep Him in mind when I do things. Now, I'm so not perfect, but I do try to do as He wants. I've had brain scans(I do have a brain-but they never said it worked) I will be starting radiation for the first time this Thursday. Tomorrow and Wed I will be going up there for prep, and whatever else I need to do. I did have surgery under my (L) arm about 2 yrs ago, and since then it seems to be growing faster. I did a trial at Sarah Cannon Cancer Center from this last April til Oct. The trial did help, but by Dec, I could feel the return of the masses in the same areas. We think its just growing faster, and maybe with the radiation we could slow it down. Need prayers of course!
Michael did take me to see Tajci, a wonderful Christian singer from Croatia. I had seen her once before, last year at a woman's convention, and was very happy Michael got to hear her.
Another more than wonderful thing has also happened. On Feb 13th 2010 Michael and I made our first promises to be accepted into the Dominican family! When I was young, my deepest desire was to be a nurse, and a nun. Well, I did become a nurse in 1982, which was a very happy spot in my life. I cannot become a nun, but I am so happy God has allowed me to be part of the Dominican family! There are times in our lives, I think, we all see as our happiest times, and this rates even above becoming a nurse. Christina and the boys were there, as well as April and Wyatt. They all got to witness a very happy time for us.
April is starting to really get excited about Easter, and Easter Vigil. I do believe she will see becoming Catholic as a high point in her life, and I am so excited for her!
And time to sign off. Here is a cute little bib for a little boy I embroidered a while back. PAX CHRISTI!
Michael did take me to see Tajci, a wonderful Christian singer from Croatia. I had seen her once before, last year at a woman's convention, and was very happy Michael got to hear her.
Another more than wonderful thing has also happened. On Feb 13th 2010 Michael and I made our first promises to be accepted into the Dominican family! When I was young, my deepest desire was to be a nurse, and a nun. Well, I did become a nurse in 1982, which was a very happy spot in my life. I cannot become a nun, but I am so happy God has allowed me to be part of the Dominican family! There are times in our lives, I think, we all see as our happiest times, and this rates even above becoming a nurse. Christina and the boys were there, as well as April and Wyatt. They all got to witness a very happy time for us.
April is starting to really get excited about Easter, and Easter Vigil. I do believe she will see becoming Catholic as a high point in her life, and I am so excited for her!
And time to sign off. Here is a cute little bib for a little boy I embroidered a while back. PAX CHRISTI!Saturday, February 27, 2010
The roller coaster ride called cancer....and a new home
After the 18 months of relaxing...a little...and praying...a lot, IT came back again. I started back on Gemzar, which didn't work as well as it did the first time. During that time, my port stopped working and had clotted off. I went in hospital for a quickie new port, and found blood clots-ended up in ICU for a day on ATP and an angioplasty, along with new port. Stayed on gemzar until June, took a few weeks off and after scans, started on Navalbine,. That was absolutely NO FUN. The Navalbine was working, but I felt terrible! In Aug, while still on Navalbine, we moved to Columbia. Here I was, sick from the Navalbine, and trying to move. Luckily, Anita & Dan, as well as Christina & Jamey helped. We also had my grandchildren, Tiffany & Richie with us. The bad thing was....we had to spend a week in a hotel because the house wasn't ready. Mike got a job, and I just felt terrible most of the time.
We found a Church fairly quickly, as there was only one in Columbia. Mike had promised he would go with me, and make a real effort to understand more about the Church. In fact, he joined RCIA! I knew there were no promises, but I did know that at least he was looking into things. I prayed all during RCIA, and actually, I felt Michael was really starting to like it. I loved it, and felt at home right away. I knew I would miss St Luke, but I also knew when God asks you to move on, that's what He means. St Catherine in Columbia is a bigger Church, but just as nice and friendly as St Luke. It was like a family extension, and I, again, knew I was at home.
I made an Altar Cloth for St Luke Catholic Church. It did turn out nice :)
We found a Church fairly quickly, as there was only one in Columbia. Mike had promised he would go with me, and make a real effort to understand more about the Church. In fact, he joined RCIA! I knew there were no promises, but I did know that at least he was looking into things. I prayed all during RCIA, and actually, I felt Michael was really starting to like it. I loved it, and felt at home right away. I knew I would miss St Luke, but I also knew when God asks you to move on, that's what He means. St Catherine in Columbia is a bigger Church, but just as nice and friendly as St Luke. It was like a family extension, and I, again, knew I was at home.
I made an Altar Cloth for St Luke Catholic Church. It did turn out nice :)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Life......
It seems so much has happened in the past 7 years, but sometimes I feel like I'm standing still. 7 Yrs ago, I felt a 'lump' in my (L) breast. I shrugged it off as a probable cyst, there is no known breast cancer in my family!! I finally went to the doc, who totally freaked out and had me get a rush mammogram, which took 2 days. I had an apt set up with the surgeon within the week, and he did a biopsy. Well, the lump wasn't a lump, but a 9cm x 10cm mass. He sent me to TN Oncology, and to Dr. Gian. That next week was filled with scans, tests, pet scan, and more tests. I also had a port inserted, which I am still very glad of. When I went back to the office to receive my first chemo, what he told me, totally shocked me, and I remember very little from that time, on...
I had stage 4 her2+++ breast cancer. Seems it had not only been in my breast, but had moved on to my lymph nodes and liver. The chemo he was going to have to start me on was going to be much stronger than we thought at first.
I did do chemo, that day, and was off 3 weeks, and did the next treatment. It was like that for about 4 months. I then started on herceptin, and prayed the nightmare would somehow be over. It wasn't because I had lymph nodes under my left arm which were just not wanting to behave. In Jan, we found a small growth. Dr Gian sent me to the radiologist, who was not wanting to do anything at that point. He felt he wasn't sure it was a growth, or maybe just a reaction of some sort, and wanted to wait 3 mos.
3 mos later, after a PET scan, we realized it was misbehaving lymph nodes, and back on chemo, again. I stayed on chemo until around August, and we felt that just maybe we were being given a chance for a remission....& I was!
I actually got a break for about 18 months, and although I knew it could pop up at any time, for 18 months I was almost normal!
Here is where I'll take a small break. I was baptized Catholic, and went to a Catholic Church as a small child. After my mom was divorced, since she was brought up Lutheran, we mostly went to Lutheran Churches, or as we got older, just different ones. All that time I went to Church, I always felt something 'missing' and never knew what it was. After being dx'd with breast cancer, I felt a very strong urge to go back...back to a Catholic Church. During that 18 month remission, I did go back. I wasn't sure how Michael would feel, but I knew I had to be obedient to God, and I knew this was God calling me back home.
I took RCIA at ST Luke Catholic Church in Smyrna. My daughter, at that time, also decided she wanted to become Catholic, and all her children, which at that time was 3...Timmy, Anna, Austin. She was at that time recovering from her divorce from Sean, and this became a healing time for her, also.
We both worked hard to get everything done, and we were admitted into the Church Easter Vigil, 2005. That whole time I never had a relapse. That whole time both my daughter and I were given a chance to grow closer to God, and closer to each other.
I did this picture of Jesus as a gift to one of our new friends we met in RCIA.
I had stage 4 her2+++ breast cancer. Seems it had not only been in my breast, but had moved on to my lymph nodes and liver. The chemo he was going to have to start me on was going to be much stronger than we thought at first.
I did do chemo, that day, and was off 3 weeks, and did the next treatment. It was like that for about 4 months. I then started on herceptin, and prayed the nightmare would somehow be over. It wasn't because I had lymph nodes under my left arm which were just not wanting to behave. In Jan, we found a small growth. Dr Gian sent me to the radiologist, who was not wanting to do anything at that point. He felt he wasn't sure it was a growth, or maybe just a reaction of some sort, and wanted to wait 3 mos.
3 mos later, after a PET scan, we realized it was misbehaving lymph nodes, and back on chemo, again. I stayed on chemo until around August, and we felt that just maybe we were being given a chance for a remission....& I was!
I actually got a break for about 18 months, and although I knew it could pop up at any time, for 18 months I was almost normal!
Here is where I'll take a small break. I was baptized Catholic, and went to a Catholic Church as a small child. After my mom was divorced, since she was brought up Lutheran, we mostly went to Lutheran Churches, or as we got older, just different ones. All that time I went to Church, I always felt something 'missing' and never knew what it was. After being dx'd with breast cancer, I felt a very strong urge to go back...back to a Catholic Church. During that 18 month remission, I did go back. I wasn't sure how Michael would feel, but I knew I had to be obedient to God, and I knew this was God calling me back home.
I took RCIA at ST Luke Catholic Church in Smyrna. My daughter, at that time, also decided she wanted to become Catholic, and all her children, which at that time was 3...Timmy, Anna, Austin. She was at that time recovering from her divorce from Sean, and this became a healing time for her, also.
We both worked hard to get everything done, and we were admitted into the Church Easter Vigil, 2005. That whole time I never had a relapse. That whole time both my daughter and I were given a chance to grow closer to God, and closer to each other.
I did this picture of Jesus as a gift to one of our new friends we met in RCIA.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Soap & More soap
Yesterday, my husband helped me make soap...2 batches of it! We should have enough to last for awhile, or hopefully we can sell some. I enjoy making it! We added oatmeal, and a really light fragrance & no color, this time. I'm now making all the scraps into laundry soap for my daughter & myself.
My left side of my back has been really hurting, not sure if its from the chemo or the cancer. Morphine is helping, but it seems its not enough at the moment. I really need prayers.
April seems to be doing well in school, but has already experienced her first heartbreak. We all thought he was a really nice person, but realized he just wasn't who he seemed to be. We have kept him in our prayers, and pray he comes to really know Jesus, and the truely forgiving nature He has
Pray also for Dee, my very good friend. She is in the hospital in ILL, and not really sure waht all is going on.
I am thinking about making some chemo hats this week, or early next. We are making our first promises for the Dominican Laity on Feb 13th, and I just can't go bald. Debating on the wig, but its hot & uncomfortable, so a cap that ties in the back could be really cute!
Blesssings to ALL!
My left side of my back has been really hurting, not sure if its from the chemo or the cancer. Morphine is helping, but it seems its not enough at the moment. I really need prayers.
April seems to be doing well in school, but has already experienced her first heartbreak. We all thought he was a really nice person, but realized he just wasn't who he seemed to be. We have kept him in our prayers, and pray he comes to really know Jesus, and the truely forgiving nature He has
Pray also for Dee, my very good friend. She is in the hospital in ILL, and not really sure waht all is going on.
I am thinking about making some chemo hats this week, or early next. We are making our first promises for the Dominican Laity on Feb 13th, and I just can't go bald. Debating on the wig, but its hot & uncomfortable, so a cap that ties in the back could be really cute!
Blesssings to ALL!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Memories
Well, after chemo, and the temp staying in bed for days, time to sew, again.
I made this in memory of my Grandma. I do have something to remember her by :)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Taken from the Clayton Register, Elkader, Iowa
Hazel Helen Sylvester, 91
Hazel Helen Sylvester, 91, of Elkader, formerly of the Littleport and Strawberry Point areas, died Saturday, January 2, 2010, at Central Community Hospital in Elkader.
Funeral services will be held 11 a. m. Wednesday, January 6, in Hope Lutheran Church, Littleport, with The Rev. Lin Reichstadter officiating. Burial will follow in Union Cemetery, rural Littleport.
The casket bearers: were Jon Sylvester, Jeff Sylvester, Joe Sylvester, Daniel Sylvester, Rod Sylvester, Phillip Yeager, David Yeager, Patrick Yeager, Roger Sylvester Jr., Nick Sylvester, Steve Sylvester, Randy McGinty and John McGinty.
Friends called from 3-7 p.m. Tuesday, January 5, at Leonard Funeral Home in Elkader, and after 10 a.m. Wednesday at the church.
She was born March 6, 1918, in rural Guttenberg, to Charles and Augusta (Ball) Putzier. She was baptized by The Rev. Braun in Guttenberg. She attended school in Volga Township, Clayton County and Elkport.
Hazel was united in marriage to Dale Sylvester on February 14, 1935, in Galena, Ill. They lived in various places as Dale worked road construction. After the fall work was finished they moved to his parents' home near Littleport. Their first son, Dale Jr. was born October 27, 1935, in Volga Township.
The couple farmed Hazel's mother's farm for one year, and at this time their daughter, Dorothy was born on December 27, 1936. They then moved to the Greg Debes farm in Cox Creek Township until purchasing the Merrit Nading farm near Littleport. On December 17, 1938, their son Larry was born and October 5, 1940, their son Roger was born. Three years later on April 18, 1943, a daughter Mary Lee was born and on January 18, 1946, their son Owen came along.
Hazel was a hard worker and all went well until she had serious surgery in 1947. The family always worked together.
Dale and Hazel retired to Strawberry Point. Hazel worked in several homes as well as cleaning the post office in Strawberry Point. They took several trips to see family; and enjoyed a big trip to Greece to see their son Roger and family.
Survivors include her children, Dale Sylvester, Strawberry Point, Dorothy McGinty, Franklin, Tenn., Larry (Connie) Sylvester, Elkader, Roger (Fofy) Sylvester, Beaver Creek, Ohio, Mary Lee Yeager, Littleton, Colo. and Owen (Susan) Sylvester, Elkport; 23 grandchildren; 50 great-grandchildren and 14 great-great-grandchildren; a sister-in-law, Berdina Putzier, Strawberry Point; and numerous nieces and nephews.
She was preceded in death by her parents; her husband, in 1996; two brothers, Howard and Carl Putzier; two sisters, Mildred Corson and Florence Cueno; and a grandson, Daryl Yeager.
Posted on January 6, 2010
Hazel Helen Sylvester, 91, of Elkader, formerly of the Littleport and Strawberry Point areas, died Saturday, January 2, 2010, at Central Community Hospital in Elkader.
Funeral services will be held 11 a. m. Wednesday, January 6, in Hope Lutheran Church, Littleport, with The Rev. Lin Reichstadter officiating. Burial will follow in Union Cemetery, rural Littleport.
The casket bearers: were Jon Sylvester, Jeff Sylvester, Joe Sylvester, Daniel Sylvester, Rod Sylvester, Phillip Yeager, David Yeager, Patrick Yeager, Roger Sylvester Jr., Nick Sylvester, Steve Sylvester, Randy McGinty and John McGinty.
Friends called from 3-7 p.m. Tuesday, January 5, at Leonard Funeral Home in Elkader, and after 10 a.m. Wednesday at the church.
She was born March 6, 1918, in rural Guttenberg, to Charles and Augusta (Ball) Putzier. She was baptized by The Rev. Braun in Guttenberg. She attended school in Volga Township, Clayton County and Elkport.
Hazel was united in marriage to Dale Sylvester on February 14, 1935, in Galena, Ill. They lived in various places as Dale worked road construction. After the fall work was finished they moved to his parents' home near Littleport. Their first son, Dale Jr. was born October 27, 1935, in Volga Township.
The couple farmed Hazel's mother's farm for one year, and at this time their daughter, Dorothy was born on December 27, 1936. They then moved to the Greg Debes farm in Cox Creek Township until purchasing the Merrit Nading farm near Littleport. On December 17, 1938, their son Larry was born and October 5, 1940, their son Roger was born. Three years later on April 18, 1943, a daughter Mary Lee was born and on January 18, 1946, their son Owen came along.
Hazel was a hard worker and all went well until she had serious surgery in 1947. The family always worked together.
Dale and Hazel retired to Strawberry Point. Hazel worked in several homes as well as cleaning the post office in Strawberry Point. They took several trips to see family; and enjoyed a big trip to Greece to see their son Roger and family.
Survivors include her children, Dale Sylvester, Strawberry Point, Dorothy McGinty, Franklin, Tenn., Larry (Connie) Sylvester, Elkader, Roger (Fofy) Sylvester, Beaver Creek, Ohio, Mary Lee Yeager, Littleton, Colo. and Owen (Susan) Sylvester, Elkport; 23 grandchildren; 50 great-grandchildren and 14 great-great-grandchildren; a sister-in-law, Berdina Putzier, Strawberry Point; and numerous nieces and nephews.
She was preceded in death by her parents; her husband, in 1996; two brothers, Howard and Carl Putzier; two sisters, Mildred Corson and Florence Cueno; and a grandson, Daryl Yeager.
Posted on January 6, 2010
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