Gathering Wind or losing wind???

Who knows???  I believe only God knows that.  Yesterday, no cancer in my brain, thus far, just spinal cord, back, and problems.  Sometimes its easier to just sleep sitting up....  I am continuing my Radiation at this point.  4 weeks or so?  Not sure. 

My daughter will stay til Thursday June 3rd.  She said she would come back as soon as they want hospice.  I would rather she be here to help out as much as possible.  As far as that's concerned, I'd rather my family just be my hospice workers :).  Don't know how they feel like that.....  I do have a husband that's a nurse, plus Anita who is a Certified nursing assistant....what more could you ask?

I do know I'm tired.  7 yrs has just been so very long, and I have so may things I want to do, but will never get to do. 

Need to do some more sewing, some more talking to my kids/grandkids.  I think I want the most for them is to know how very much I have loved them over the years.  Somehow or another, God has given me a wonderful family, and I would never want to hurt them. 

You know, in the past 7 yrs, God has really emerged more & more in my life.  Maybe its because of Him, I have  less fear?  Nope, I am not so brave as to say I don't need Him, But with Him, I believe I will be OK.

Keep me in your prayers, today, and everyday.  Add me to your Rosary.  As I say my daily prayers, I am adding you.

Love-n-Blessings-PAX CHRISTI