Who knows??? I believe only God knows that. Yesterday, no cancer in my brain, thus far, just spinal cord, back, and problems. Sometimes its easier to just sleep sitting up.... I am continuing my Radiation at this point. 4 weeks or so? Not sure.
My daughter will stay til Thursday June 3rd. She said she would come back as soon as they want hospice. I would rather she be here to help out as much as possible. As far as that's concerned, I'd rather my family just be my hospice workers :). Don't know how they feel like that..... I do have a husband that's a nurse, plus Anita who is a Certified nursing assistant....what more could you ask?
I do know I'm tired. 7 yrs has just been so very long, and I have so may things I want to do, but will never get to do.
Need to do some more sewing, some more talking to my kids/grandkids. I think I want the most for them is to know how very much I have loved them over the years. Somehow or another, God has given me a wonderful family, and I would never want to hurt them.
You know, in the past 7 yrs, God has really emerged more & more in my life. Maybe its because of Him, I have less fear? Nope, I am not so brave as to say I don't need Him, But with Him, I believe I will be OK.
Keep me in your prayers, today, and everyday. Add me to your Rosary. As I say my daily prayers, I am adding you.
Love-n-Blessings-PAX CHRISTI
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Hi Denise! My mom mentioned that you updated your blog this week with not so good news. I am saddened to have read this. Your story is a strength for others facing the road your traveling. If your daughter finds herself in need of respite relief have her call me. My # is on my facebook page. We'll be adding your name to our Rosary prayers. Love you!
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ReplyDeleteClinton and I are going to pray the Rosary in 5 minutes. We will offer thia one just for you tonight. We love you.
Maryellen